I am often amazed at the resilience of Randall and Kate. Their lives have thrown them so many horrible things, they have lost out on so many things and the people who were supposed to love and protect them failed again and again.
And yet they get up everyday and head into a world that is so very hard for them to navigate and they try again.
I often don't want to try again. I want to stay in my bed and hide from the world overwhelmed by the journey that is my life. In fact, there are days that once I get the kids off to school I go back to my bed. I hide there for the day eating crappy food and binge watching TV feeling very sorry for myself and pretending that this a totally effective coping strategy.
I dream about what life would be like if I hadn't done this or that, if I could go and change things what would I do differently?